First Sad Post :'(

There are only three more days of school. I go around telling everyone that I cant wait for it to end.... but in my heart I know that's a lie. A lot of my new friends are seniors this year. Some I just wont see again because they're moving. Right now is the first time I really thought about it. Most of these people didn't buy a yearbook this year. In fact, only one of them did. I'm going to type what I would have written in all of your yearbooks, and revise what i already wrote in the one.

To Cody,
I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you this year. I'm sorry for every unkind word, for every time i pushed you away. I wish I had more time to get to know you. I want you to know that I think you're a wonderful person and you've been there when most weren't. I wish you all the luck in the Army and I hope you get everything that you strive for. I'll never forget you. I hope we can stay in contact or Imma miss you terribly.

To Luke,
I only met you about halfway through the year and I regret not getting to know you sooner. You have inspired me in the ways of God and in my theatrical hobby. You've given me some of the best advice in times of need and made me laugh when i thought I couldn't stop crying. Though I have set aside my feelings to remain friends with you, there will most likely still be a little spot in my heart. You are truly kindhearted and I hope you never change, but grow stronger in your beliefs and morals. I know you're meant for great things. I'll never forget you, and i hope you never forget me.

To Emma,
You still probably don't know where you will end up next year... but in case it's not here, I have a spot for you too. Emma, I love you girl. You're one of the sweetest people I know. You never fail to make me laugh and smile. I know I can go to you when I'm upset. We've laughed together, cried together, and danced together. I'm not sure what I'll do without you. Choir won't be the same without your questions and hand motions. Who am I going to show cute things to? Who am I gonna blow bubbles with? Who's gonna tear the balls off my enemies? I wish your mom would reconsider. You're amazing. Everything about you is beautiful. Never change, ok? You'll never be alone.

To Billy,
This must be awkward. I know it is for me. Thank you for being nice to me even though I can be annoying sometimes. You've been a great boyfriend for Elizabeth and we will all miss you when it's all said and done. Thanks for laughing at my jokes, no matter how stupid they are. You're a really awesome and funny guy. I hope you and Lizzy can somehow stay in contact and can see each other. I hate to see such a wonderful relationship die. Sometimes when I look at you two, I want to cry because it reminds me of what a true and respectful relationship should be like. I wish There were more people like you out there. Never let that kid in your heart fade away no matter how much you mature.

There, I said it all... I've been sitting here this whole time crying... I'm really gonna miss you guys. You've been true friends. Gah, I better stop writing before I break down completely. Gotta keep my composure. BE STRONG ANNA!!