Oh look... a rant.

This is a rant that I just typed out to a friend of mine on facebook... I figured it was worth putting in my blog because it's a subject very important to me.

he... just suddenly out of nowhere gets in touch with me again... we talk for a week or so... we connect again...

then i dont hear from him for a week or two... again

and still every time we talk i remind him of how much i care and that i can't wait to get out so that maybe it could go a bit further than the internet and then....

then..... he just flat out tells me he's moving again... like it's no big deal... "Oh yeah and i'm moving. shhh dont tell anyone it's a secret. leaving in a few months"

.....

then..

of course again i'm upset cause i thought AGAIN that maybe he would wait just that one year....

so i talk to him

ask him why

and he says it's just cause he has nothing here

i told him.... i said... "really? Nothing to wait for nothing to endure for. There's nothing here that's worth anything to you is there? I shouldn't have asked, i knew you would say something like this..." and that's the last time i talked to him at all...

... how could he keep doing this to me....

how... how DARE he.... after all that... after all that happened...

 

Excuse my bad grammar and such, but when I IM someone, this is how I write.